Targeted Individuals? What game is this?

Recently I was suspended from one of the leading “Targeted individuals” forum web sites. Once again I might add 😉
This is not fair cause I was the only guy who actually has some REAL World story about Mind/body control and I was so careful weighting every word and I felt like I walked over the eggs trying not to break one and get suspended.

Here is the reason:

Reply by hassanmcv 22 hours ago

madminster2, I ve warned you, haven’t I?

As you ve just said Myron was not a victim, I suspended you. Bye bye troll.

CLS said: “My guess is Myron Mays is a victim of this torture script and the people behind this is guilty of his crime.”

Then madminster said: “My guess is that he was not. Anyways, how do you explain the fact that authorities can’t or won’t do anything about to prosecute stalkers especially if like you say they’re behind Mays’s and similar crimes?”

Reply by madminster2 2 hours ago

“My guess is Myron Mays is a victim of this torture script and the people behind this is guilty of his crime.”

My guess is that he was not. Anyways, how do you explain the fact that authorities can’t or won’t do anything about to prosecute stalkers especially if like you say they’re behind Mays’s and similar crimes?

So what is this? I said “I guess…” and that hassanmcv guy who somebody made an admin suspended me? I guess that guy smokes too much hashes back in Morocco. I’ve noticed that he did it to a lot of people also. Everybody who disagrees with something that one of those “TI” celebs like Duncan or Hall said in their insane books and interviews or something that our buddy Hassan doesn’t like gets a warning and ultimately  a suspension… in the mean time some of the people over there post staff that is insane beyond the belief but they’re fine as long as they praise “TI” celebs.

Anyways, I have better things to do in life and I wonder what game are those “TI’s” playing? Most of them are women and most have families and kids. Too much spare time on their hands I guess. I’m here because of the good reason and they? It’s interesting too me that NO “TI” listens to Metallica and I think I know the reason: that is too fucking real and that is not their bullshit game. “Deceit, deceive, decide just what you believe…” – Metallica

“psychiatrists” culture

I remember some 15 years ago when I still didn’t realize I have “cameras in my eyes” and that “psychiatrists” are playing me, I got into a personal development field and studied some NLP. I remember listening Richard Bandler’s (co-founder of NLP) seminars and he would often tell stories how he used to visit mental Hospital at the beginning of the 90’s. He often in his seminars told stories about a guy named Charlie (he called him “real schizophrenic). When Bandler first came to a mental Hospital he saw a guy sitting on a floor wearing dirty and all washed out clothes. He asked the guy what seams to be a problem, why is he here? And guy leaned over to him and told him: “No, no, I’m a psychiatrist and I’m observing”. I guess that Bandler was just saying to much, he didn’t realize who might be listening his seminars 😉 Anyway, back to Charlie, they called him real schizophrenic and Charlie was hearing voices. He thought the voices are coming from the Jesus and from the Devil and point out to him some things he did bad when he was a kid. Charlie lived in a mental Hospital for two years. You know what Bandler did if his story is true? He and the hospital staff arranged an appearance of a holographic image of Jesus or Devil, I can’t remember exactly, and Bandler spoke to Charlie through a megaphone: “Charlie, you will never hear my voice again”. Bandler tells the story in a funny way but knowing what I know today it’s no more funny to me. Charlie didn’t realize “psychiatrists” are playing him. Bandler had a talk with him and asked him about his love drive, and Charlie said: “I have no love life, no sexual drive whatsoever “. Bandler said to Charlie: “They are going to let you go Home and I have a tip for you, there is channel called Playboy channel” and he gave Charlie signs with his eyebrows. Of course Charlie didn’t have any sex drive while inside, “psychiatrists” rule says we don’t make “real schizophrenics” horny while inside, he has to be at home so we can watch him masturbate through his own eyes. At least Bandler didn’t recommend Internet where there are still things that should not be but it was on the begging of the 90’s. At that time already, “psychiatrists” could not keep someone inside without a court order anymore, especially if he didn’t do anything seriously wrong. So Charlie went out and “psychiatrists” got him a job. What happened to Charlie till then I don’t know. Is Charlie still alive? Did he realize what did they do to him? Anyway back then I didn’t realize either. I was like Charlie. Although, nobody that I know calls me “real schizophrenic” besides myself when I joke about it at my own expense. I don’t know who will find some use of the things that I write but there is no way that I’m all alone in the whole World. “Psychiatrists” culture is interesting, basically the biggest freaks that can be seen in a mental Hospitals these days are really “psychiatrists”, I think that there is a rule that apply the bigger the freak, the greatest the “psychiatrist”. There are few people like Charlie or me these days.

I remember reading that a member from rock band Jetro Thull from 60’s and 70’s was living inside a mental Hospital, they even had rehearsals there, and I can assure you that he wasn’t the “real schizophrenic”. He was probably the greatest “psychiatrist” over there. So, if you ever end up in a mental Hospital take a look around you, those people are not Cult, not Illuminati, not Masons, they are “psychiatrists”, they play freaks inside, they even get tied up to keep there culture alive, they take pills, for which I can’t tell are there only bonbons or the real deal, but it doesn’t matter. YOU have to be perfectly calm and do what they want. Befriend them, give them a cigarette if you smoke… they will release you soon, just stay calm and show them that there is no malice in you.

Hardwired…To Self-Destruct

New Metallica Album is going to be released on August 18, 2016. I can’t wait 😉

All throughout Metallica’s career there was only one theme: Mind Control and the ultimate in vanity. Sometimes, they sing from the “psychiatrists” (“Master of Puppets”) perspective, most of the time from victim’s. I wrote to Metallica a couple of times and I will do it again. Of course, no-one is allowed to publicly admit what are these songs all about. Oh, that “psychiatrists” code 😉

I don’t write this for most of the people who call themselves “TI’s” these days, and who are saying things like: “I’ve been hit by DEW laser from space, my pet is being hit too. These “perps” monsters who are ex CIA or FBI are Satan followers…” I mean I don’t mean disrespect to anyone but seams to me that most “TI’s” are retired elderly Women with much spare time at their hands. Everyone is allowed to say and believe whatever they want, it’s the freedom of speech and I’m exercising it also. People in a situation like mine very seldom get to live to old age. My goal is to hit 60 if possible and I want every moment to count.

Back to: “Hardwired…To Self-Destruct”. Promising title. Unfortunately I know exactly what they mean. It’s hardwired literary, with electrodes, brain interface, body implants, batteries… To Self-Destruct is also literal and I’ve been there. To have a non-stop internal dialog and miss a couple of nights sleep while hearing “voices” for a someone in this situation usually leads to a devil’s playground. Strong will and self control are crucial in this situation. In time things usually get better but life won’t wait for you my friend.

Here is:

Metallica: Hardwired (Official Music Video)

[Verse 1]
In the name of desperation
In the name of wretched pain
In the name of all creation
Gone insane

[Chorus]
We’re so fucked
Shit outta luck
Hardwired to self-destruct

[Verse 2]
On the way to paranoia
On the crooked borderline
On the way to great destroyer
Doom design

[Chorus]
We’re so fucked
Shit outta luck
Hardwired to self-destruct

[Verse 3]
Once upon a planet burning
Once upon a flame
Once upon a fear returning
All in vain
Do you feel that hope is fading?
Do you comprehend?
Do you feel it terminating?
In the end

[Chorus]
We’re so fucked
Shit outta luck
Hardwired to self-destruct
Hardwired to self-destruct
Self-destruct
Self-destruct
Self-destruct

hardwired

Welcome home (Sanitarium)

You know, if they wanted locked they would have done it a long time ago. In fact there were 3 times when I turned myself voluntary into mental Hospital. Last time some 5 years ago when I got a YIN-YANG tattoo on my wrist. In each case because of the chronic lack of sleep and constant unstoppable inner dialog and them inside my head and I’m not saying it for kicks like most of the people who call themselves TI’s these days. I used to roam my Town in the middle of the night and spending time in a noise basement Casino trying to mask myself and them inside of my head. I was going to work exhausted and each time I knew I could not keep that forever. My goal was to keep my job and not do anything stupid so I’d take a couple a days of sick leave and see how it goes. If it hadn’t been well I’d turn myself into mental Hospital usually in the middle of the night. Last time when I got a YIN-YANG tattoo American asshole “Master Shitter” I call him told me to go to the bridge and jump and if I turn myself in to the Hospital they will torture me. Asshole didn’t want to play anymore, waste his life on me. Luckily I didn’t listen to him. I came to a mental Hospital, as usual in the middle of the night and they made me wait in the waiting room for more then hour listening the war inside of my head. I remember, there was also a guy who tried to turn himself in and acting like a complete wacko like you see in the movies. Suddenly the guy sat near me and not looking at me calmly said: “Pull yourself together. Be tough.” I calmed down a bit, there are people on my side. The guy was a big “psychiatrist” playing the role of mental patient. Finally the shrink came and ask me why do I want to turn myself in. I said to him: “They are screwing me with brain interface and don’t let me sleep. I want to keep my job.” OK, he said, but this is your last time because if you don’t take your medicine next time we will refuse to take you in. I said OK.

Inside I pulled my self together after a couple of days. They were all listening to my non-stop internal dialog. I played chess with them some said: “See, it can be done”. After a couple of weeks I was regenerated and went back to work. Everybody seam to be friendly with me. Funny thing was, the Hospital wanted me to pay them money for spending some time inside LOL. I said: I ain’t paying shit, without your buddy’s and a brain interface I wouldn’t be here in a first place. I never payed them a dime. When leaving the Hospital I had a talked with shrink and told him that I don’t want to take pills because it’s bad for my digestion, he said OK, there is new drug which you can take only once a moth as an injection shot at your family doctor and it costs about 200 $ in US currency per shoot but you can get it for free. I said OK, it doesn’t sound so bad, once a month, everything is done via brain interface anyway, so I agreed. I’ve been taking it ever since. I feel good right now and optimistically looking into future. They even promoted me to a Information security Officer at my company. Doesn’t look bad for a schizophrenic 😉 My time is yet to come. They never know when will I stop using the drug or when the needles and pins inside my body will turn from shine to rust, to be poetic. Meanwhile, my revenge is to tell the World and everybody.

You, you’re smothered in tragedy And you’re out to save the world?

Shrinks would say this is an illusion of greatness and I have no illusion. I consider myself a “King Nothing” at least so far. I fight calmly and within the law. I don’t want to give “psychiatrists” in my head any reason to declare me a threat to the society and lock me up somewhere. I choose to live and see what happens. Just, my situation got me thinking about the future of man kind and what I’m telling about openly is the biggest public secret. Is the brain interface the future of man kind and some 50 years in the future everyone would have it? I mean “psychiatrists” can hear my inside dialog real time in their head or with headphones. Do those around me have some receiver in their ears or they have it implanted in their heads like I do? So many unanswered questions. I guess they could do this 50 years ago already. What do they have right now? Right now should be possible to communicate via brain interface with someone on the other side of the globe via the Internet. They can probably broadcast even what I see to the other side of the World. What will they have 50 years from now is unimaginable. Are they planning to build some king of network (Matrix) and try to connect all people? I know I should avoid shows like South Park because I don’t want to have all this sick staff inside of my head, and you should also, but there was an episode where Cartman acquires a new social media device called Shitter, which is being advertised on TV by Alec Baldwin. The device broadcasts a user’s thoughts audibly and sends them directly to the Internet without the use of a phone. Cartman decides to use this device while infiltrating the NSA in order to broadcast his thoughts to the Internet. Not far away from the truth I’m living.

WARNING!!

Stay away from sick shows like South Park as far as possible. “Psychiatrists” might trick you into watching shows like that – Do not do it. I told you what is the plot of that particular episode and that should be enough. Your brain might still be a gelatin and you don’t want that sick staff in your head.

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If you know the enemy and know yourself, you need not fear the result of a hundred battles

Who is the enemy in this game? Saying that the enemy are hidden “psychiatrists” would be like saying that the enemy is the entire World (read: Human race). That would be foolish. In my case obviously the enemy are people who pose as my relatives and family when the fact is I’m not blood related to any of them. They all have the “psychiatrists” right and I obviously don’t. Right now I don’t care what kind of tragedy might have happened with my real family (they actually told me when I was 31 so I would screw myself, I can’t verify anything), that’s all in the past and I want it to stay in the past. But I know that those who were closest to me when I was a kid (fake family) had the power to protect me but didn’t. They put me through psycho surgery instead and that made them my enemy. I didn’t do absolutely nothing as a kid but they did it anyway. From that time their job was to set me up and justify their actions. They looked through my eyes literary on the screen and fully controlled my sexuality since I was 9 years old. I remember now when I was about 24 years old and still in College, all the porn my fake father brought suddenly disappeared. The apartment where we lived was full of porn since I was 9 years old. Looking at it now, it looks like somebody else joined the game, like big boys started to look what I see and hear my internal dialog. Looks like I got some American guy who was obviously experienced “Master of Puppets” (I like to call him Master Shittert hese days). This was very strange because I live in Europe in a non-English speaking Country (I realize that it was an American software they hooked me up with but this was actually a real guy who spoke to me in English via brain interface later). As I learned later when they wanted me to visit a shrink and take psych drugs which of course I refused at the time, me refusing was maybe a mistake, maybe someone wanted to save me from what happened when I was 31. I guess to break this curse a ritual is due. A ritual like no other, a ritual that I don’t want anyone to experience. I learned that the hard way. My fake family and relatives were a little bit scared that I might actually win and get my rights back, but it was just an illusion, nobody can win this, I was unprepared, and I did badly, I fought it as much as I could but this was the game I couldn’t win. I stayed alive but ended up broken and brain scarred. A year later somehow I pulled my self together (luckily my brain heals naturally) got a job and stayed on that job for 11 years now. I guess now, I’m the real veteran of 1000’s psychic wars. I adapted to the situation and doing well right now but the game is still going on. I’m stronger now. I have many people on my side. I’m suing my Country for allowing this. Expecting nothing, I just want to see what happens.

I wrote about it on http://www.madminster.net

But I think that I will move that site here to my blog, because my audience is so remotely small there is no point of paying for the domain name and hosting.

“If you know the enemy and know yourself, you need not fear the result of a hundred battles. If you know yourself but not the enemy, for every victory gained you will also suffer a defeat. If you know neither the enemy nor yourself, you will succumb in every battle.”
Sun Tzu, The Art of War

 

Slow down, and join the human race?

To join the human race all you have to do is to become a “psychiatrist” (I wrote in my other posts and on www.madminster.net who I mean when I say “psychiatrist”). This is easy to say but no-body ever made it. Once you get brain interface you’re basically screwed, your will has been taken away. Your rights are being raped. They could not break free if someone did it to them, no-body can, and no-body did at least not so far. When you think about it, what would happen if you get your rights back? You could take this to the court and easily win an enormous compensation from the Country you live in. But how would you live considering you have “cameras” in your eyes, brain interface and batteries in your body? They will have to show it all to you and have you in charge of your body. It will all come out to the open and they would have to release others also. It would be the end of this. I don’t think it can happen, but who knows, there is a chance while somebody is alive.

Here is Ozzy Osbourne – Slow Down Lyrics:

I’ll never bother keeping up with you
Burning the candle at both ends, it’s true
You know the writing’s on the wall
Why do you ride to take a fall

Slow down, you’re moving way too fast
Slow down, you know you’ll never last
Slow down, your haste is making waste
Slow down, and join the human race, yeah

I tried to tell you time and time again
You know you’ll have to pay the consequence
Now you’re obsessed with such a pace
But slow and steady wins the race

Slow down, you’re moving way too fast
Slow down, you know you’ll never last
Slow down, your haste is making waste
Slow down, and join the human race, yeah

You seem to run around and ’round in vain
People are saying that you’ve gone insane
Tell me just what you’re running from
One day you’re here, the next you’re gone

Slow down, you’re moving way too fast
Slow down, you know you’ll never last
Slow down, your haste is making waste
Slow down, and join the human race

Why Bob Marley was one of the greatest “psychiatrists” in my book

Robert Nesta “Bob” Marley, OM (6 February 1945 – 11 May 1981) was a Jamaican reggae singer, songwriter, musician, and guitarist who achieved international fame and acclaim. He is considered one of the most influential musicians of all time.

Make no mistake about it, what I’m telling can’t be found in mainstream media. Bob Marley was one of the first World famous musicians who spoke about it in his songs (some songs, and it was the only way he could) and he encouraged others like Metallica, Ozzy Osbourne, Linkin Park, Muse and some others who are not that famous. He head no schooling at all but he was so great and high in pyramid unlike those “Doctors” in “TI” community who shouldn’t be listened to or trusted.

Couple of his songs right on the subject are:

“Could you be loved”, “One love”, “Get up stand up”, “Bad Card”, Who the Cap fit”, “Waiting in Vain”.

These are songs from the 70’s when witch-hunt was at its peak (as well as the 60’s and 80’s). It was World wide. “Psychiatrists” were exploiting their supremacy. The ultimate in vanity.

“Say something! Say something! Reggae, reggae! Say something! Rockers, rockers!” He says in “Could you be loved”, and they did. I’ll let the music do the rest of the talking, here is “Could you be loved” and the rest collection of music I picked from You Tube

Read more on my other posts and www.madminster.net

It’s CIA, NSA, FBI, NASA, Masons, Secret services, Illuminati, Aliens (Alien tech)…

You see my irony in this title, don’t you? This is something you can hear in so called “TI” community. And you may hear something like this:

“My Neighbor is hitting me with lasers (or DEW).”

“My dog is being tortured.”

“FBI agents are stalking me.”

“Secret Mafia World wide organization is stalking people…”

The “Doctors” in “TI” community will tell you something like this:

“This is an advanced technology not thought in school.”

“You don’t need implants to do this.”

“CIA or renegade CIA Agents are harassing people…”

Well, I have a news for you, CIA, NSA, FBI… don’t care about you at all. They are there to hunt down free roaming criminals who I can assure you don’t have “cameras” in their eyes and have a “psychiatrist” right but they have chosen the path of crime because they could. These are drug dealers, thieves, murderers, rapists, terrorists… and they are hoping to get away with their crimes if Police, CIA, NSA, FBI… don’t catch them. And jails are full of them, they do the time based on their crimes, sometimes life sentence, sometimes even a death penalty. You, on the other hand most likely didn’t do anything that serious, maybe you were punished for your thoughts when “psychiatrists” interrogated you during the sleep, who knows what might have you told them during the hypnosis state while sleeping? Thought police? Witch-Hunt is riding. They find you because they could, because you don’t have a “psychiatrists” right and you didn’t inherit that from your parents who might be the reason you are in this situation in the first place, maybe they didn’t tell you so you wonder why? Maybe there were some incest in your family you don’t know about, maybe something worst like pedophilia? Or there was someone in your family who they say had “schizophrenia” and now they say you inherited it? Seeking no truth. The point is who cares? They are raping your rights because they can. Because you don’t belong. You know how they say: America – the land of the free. And it’s funny when I mention it because I don’t even live in US, but it’s absolutely true. People with “psychiatrist” right constitute modern society (not just in US, but all over the modern World). They are the low. Almost all people have this right these days, the others are not many. Are we approaching to an evolution end? Because they will be only ones left and with no-one
left to screw? Look for another example, the biggest shame in their history was Hitler and Nazis. They all belonged and look what they did?

About this one:

“This is an advanced technology not thought in school.”

This is not so advanced technology after all, Bionic eye, Bionic ear (How do you think deaf people hear?), brain electrodes, brain batteries… most of these are thought in meds schools, NOT your school. And I think the only school they would not allow you to go is meds school.

You know, I tried to go get medical scans of my body, but I have stalkers who are seeing what I see so they are always one step ahead, those in the Hospital all know about me, but they will keep playing like nothing serious is going on and you’d get fake results showing nothing, when in fact your head and body is full of staff. It’s not easy, it’s not fair but that’s the way it goes. For the same reason you can’t sue anyone. No-one ever sued for this. This can’t go public. But when you think about it, the compensation for this would be enormous. First, you have to become a “psychiatrist” to do that. 😉 Easier
said then done. No-one ever made it.

Secretly, Silently, Certainly…

This game I’m telling the World about is played secretly and silently. Everyone you get in contact with are being told about you. I have people who are looking at what I see and I mean that literary. No-one around you is allowed to tell you anything. But I learned to read people’s non-verbal reactions like nodding their heads or that look in their eyes. Some are even listening real time your internal dialog. There is complete media silence about this. So how do you fight this? For many years I struggled with should I publish this? I mean some people might not take the truth very well. Some might even do some crazy things and end up locked up. But I realized it’s better to know, it’s better to know and control your actions. It’s a life style for me, and I’m holding a responsible job in the process, so it’s possible. Of course you can’t think about it all the time, you have to find something to focus your mind to besides this.I have my job for this.

But since they make you talk to yourself inside of your head most the time and they’re listening. I fond that juicy swearing inside your head of course involving those who are listening is good. It shows you’re not afraid because the fear is how people fall. Struggle within is the worst thing you can do. And I had my share of struggling, believe me. Also sometimes helps if you find some positive lyrics you can recite inside your head, for me its “Broken, Beat & Scarred Lyrics” from Metallica. Strong and power full:

You rise, you fall, you’re down then you rise again
What don’t kill you’ll make you more strong
You rise, you fall, you’re down then you rise again
What don’t kill you’ll make you more strong

Rise, fall down, rise again
What don’t kill you’ll make you more strong
Rise, fall down, rise again
What don’t kill you’ll make you more strong

Through black days, through black nights
Through pitch black insights

Breaking your teeth on the hard life a-coming
Show your scars
Cutting your feet on the hard earth running
Show your scars
Breaking your life, broken, beat and scarred
But we die hard!

The dawn, the death, the fight to the final breath
What don’t kill you’ll make you more strong
The dawn, the death, the fight to the final breath
What don’t kill you’ll make you more strong

Dawn, death, fight, final breath
What don’t kill you’ll make you more strong
Dawn, death, fight, final breath
What don’t kill you’ll make you more strong

They scratch me, they scrape me
They cut and rape me

Breaking your teeth on the hard life a-coming
Show your scars
Cutting your feet on the hard earth running
Show your scars
Breaking your life, broken, beat and scarred
But we die hard!

Breaking your teeth on the hard life a-coming
Show your scars
Cutting your feet on the hard earth running
Show your scars

Bleeding your soul in a hard luck story
Show your scars
Spilling your blood in a hot sun’s foray
Show your scars
Breaking your life, broken, beat and scarred
We die hard!

We die hard!
We die hard!

Remember, secretly, silently… everybody has to pretend that there is nothing going on, everything is in your head, right? Or you stumbled to some of those “TIs” – oh boy, will they play you big time.

Hey, at least those who are listening my internal dialog hear me mentioning their mothers so often, I really pity them cause they will have to endure this at least for the next 20 years. 😉